Rehab
... steal money from my parents or take there credit card without them knowing. It was all I would think about how I was going to get high. This mentality got worse and worse and worse and when I didn’t think I would get any worse guess what It got worse. I would hustle everybody that I loved and cared about just to get some money to satisfy my addiction. When I was in rehab my addiction was still really strong when I got out I told myself that I was going to continue to use. That I could just use this experience to get my parents, the court, and everybody else off my back. That I could just bullshit all of my drug counselors into believing that I was going to stay clean. All I could do was to tell myself that drugs/alcohol has caused me nothing but pain, lying and suffering. That what I was doing was wrong and that maybe everything that my counselors were teaching me was true. As soon as I got it into my head that I really wanted to be sober and work a good program my life got easier. I would wake up everyday and be happy, without drugs or alcohol. I began enjoying the fact that I could have fun and not have to worry how I was going to get high next. I learned that I didn’t know anything about myself and the ways of life. For example, I forgot how normal people condensate and how relationships work. I forgot that its not all about what you can get from someone or what they can get from you. There about doing things for each other and not expecting things in return. So I opened my ears and my mind for the first time and listened to the suggestions that everybody was giving me. I think its all mental, if you get something in your head and think your right then what everybody has to say wont...