Uh, I do not have an essay to put yet. So this is a biography I wrote of myself..
...meone a secret, or something, I always say "You're not going to tell anyone, right? You promise you aren't going to tell anyone?", over and over again. So if I say that to you, constantly, you now know why. I have a meanieface as a sister. She has been blackmailing practically for forever. It kinda sucks, but I've gotten used to it. She has stopped doing it as often as she used to, but she still does. Eh. She's one of the reasons I do not want to live at my house anymore. My mom is crazy. She's very old fashioned. She's homophobic, and doesn't like me hanging out with chicks a lot. She thinks that all the girls I hang out with, I must have a crush on them. Which is NOT true. ::sighs:: She'll get over it one day. I don't know my father. Him and my mother stopped being together when I was about three or four. He's never tried to get to know me or anything. I called him once before and that was about it. I often wonder who is going to walk me down the aisle when I get married. My mom has a boyfriend. They argue a lot. And he always leaves, but comes back. So I never take it seriously when they argue. Which might not be a good thing. My other two sisters [I have three of them, no brothers], are cool, I guess. They are kinda annoying, but I think that's a sister's job. So I forgive them. Whenever they write papers about who their heroes are, they always write about me. Aw. That always makes my day. I'm a really caring person, and I get upset really fast. I will practically cry about anything. Seriously. I hold it back a lot though. I don't consider myself emo, but people say that I'm the second most emo-est person they know. [Brittany's the first, hah]. I smile a lot. Even when I cry, I laugh. Ahaha. That freaked Ms. Tilo out... but I'm just strange like that. I have my own views, and I'm very stubborn. I don't argue, though, and I'm laid back, so I just take people's shit. Which I probably shouldn't do. I can tell when people lie, but I don't say anything to them when I know that they are. I just get upset that they are. I tend to find everything out. Like, everything. It's weird. But yeah. I'm a really nosy person. I hate being left out of things. People say that I'm really easy to talk to, and people talk to me about their problems a lot. I like it. A lot. It makes me feel special and needed. I like secrets. I don't really like hanging out with a lot of people in a group. I like things to be one on one. I like talking about peronal things. I like people spilling their hearts out to me, and their thoughts. It's so nice. I need a lot of attention with friendships and relationships. But I'm trying to stop needing that. I don't think that its working. When I hang out with people, I always walk behind them. I hate walking in front... Cause I feel that the people behind me are looking at me. I feel so weird. I'm not very comfortable with my body. My family calls me fat all the time. I'm thinking about dieting. I believe in God, and in Heaven and in Hell. Whenever I do something bad, I fear that God is going to punish me for whatever I did. I'm weird like that. But recently, I have been wishing that death was more like when you sleep, that its just nothing. And yeah. Painless, and stuff. I'm thinking that that would be better than Heaven. Because Heaven to me, by what I read in the Bible, isn't like what a lot of people expect it to be. I think worldly things are cool.. Ionno. I believe that a girl should have the right to choose whether she wants an abortion or not. I also think that same sex marriages should be made legal. I mean, if two people love each other, they should get married. Bleh. Friends mean a lot to me, and I don't know what I would do without them. I don't like the fact of being alone, or anything. I'm used to have a lot of people around me, considering that in my small house there are seven people living in it, plus my four dogs. I want three kids whenever I get married. I wanna get married at the age of 23, and I'm thinking about becoming a radiologist whenever I get older. I'm not too fond of alcoholics or people that do drugs. I'm kinda against it. I don't drink or smoke. I do admit that I have gotten tipsy at one time, and I'm curious about experimenting with weed. But that's about it. I can feel when bad things are going to happen. People never listen to me when I say something [about my bad feeling], but I'm usually right. I believe that sex before marriage is ...