Missing you
...ad most about. How can you forget these memories of us. Now that there are so much tears I wish you were here to hold me, like you use to when I was blue. However the more that you are on my mind, I just feel more sad and down. My mind just thinks that there is no hope and I just start to cry. However my heart holds some hope and I wish it was true. Some nights I stay up all night remembering what we had and I can’t sleep because thinking of you makes me sad. You want to forget me but I can’t forget you. You are always on my mind. I sometime want to go back in time and change who I was. If I could press rewind I would and start new and treasure what I had. I love you so much that it hurts. You probably don’t want me around for another 4 weeks like you said but I don’t know how I will cope. Sometime I think about it and wonder that if you are hurting inside at all when you tell me off, tell me not to see you. I wonder if you are sad at all or are you happy like what you tell me. You are happy that I am not a part of your life. I wonder if our l...