Personal Experience
...ld not wait to make them my friends, but as soon as I tried getting closer to them I felt repulsiveness. Mainly, I think, that I was rejected of being part of them because I did not look like them, not dressed like they were. I was different, but I had that hunger in me to become like one of them. One day I was told that I have to take physical education, it was a required course and I had to take it. Once in class I was obligated to do some things that I could never do, jump over hurdles and I felt down. All my colleges laughed at me, even jeered. I got so mad that I ripped the hurdles in pieces. This incident sent me straight to the dean’s office. At Dean I found understanding and he excused me on continuing the course. I felt lonely. One night “the freshman gave a dance” so I went. I could see happy couples everywhere. Everyone was invited to dance but me. I felt “nothing and nobody”. At last a young man came and invited me to dance after the chaperon sent him over. I could not accept it, so I refused him and I ran out as soon as I could from that place. I realized that the joy and love I was seeing was superficial. With an enligh...