What He Gives Our Lives
...jisawa, his girl friend let him just kiss and pet, in contrast, he want to have sex with her. I think there are two reasons why they demand different affection from each other. One reason is simply that she were afraid of having sex, because having sex is the top of taking form of love, so it is possible that he might have a dead love, in other word, he will not like her any more after having sex. Second reason is two problems when they have made a child after having sex. First, if they had a child, they would be criticized by adults and parents in Japanese old custom. Second, she considered that she had to absorb some housework as housewife, such as bring up the child, even though she wished to take a job or had dream. For these reasons, she refused having sex and she could not think marriage easily. However, he wanted to have sex from too much love for her. I think it is natural things in adolescence. Next, it is discussed about why Yosiko refused him 10 years later again, why did not she let him, and why did not he force the issue. The reason for Yosiko is what she wanted to treasure his promise as sweet memories in adolescence, or she wanted accepted the responsibility of keeping a virgin. On the one hand, he wanted to will her but he did not force the issue against her, because it is responsibility that he has kept rational action of just keeping k...