|
|
This is only a preview of the paper
Click here to register and get the full text.
Existing members click here to login
|
|
|
VERY BRIEF FAMILY HISTORY
FOR MICHAEL LLEWELLYN
BORN 03/05/1966
FIRST BORN OF GLADYS & BOB LLEWELLYN. ...
ONLY REMEMBER MOTHER
FATHER WORKING OR SLEEPING
FATHER USED TO SCARE ME WITH BIG BOOMING VOICE MAIN DISCIPLINE CAME FROM FATHER BUT HE DID MAKE ME A GARAGE FOR MY CARS ON MY BIRTHDAY
NEVER SEEMED TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT FOR PARENTS TO SAY THEY HAD BEEN TRYING FOR 6 YEARS BEFORE I ARRIVED
SISTER BORN 01/03/1971
VERY JEALOUS OF SISTER I PLAYED UP FOR ATTENTION ALWAYS REMEMBER MY NAN
I ALSO REMEMBER HAVING TO GO TO THE DOCTORS AND THE DOCTOR BEING TOLD TO FIND OUT WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME AS I WAS STUPID AND DIDN’T DO AS I WAS TOLD
ALWAYS SCARED OF NEW PLACES & VERY UNCOMFORTABLE WITH PEOPLE UNTIL I GOT TO KNOW THEM
VERY TIMID AT SCHOOL ALWAYS FELT ON THE OUTSIDE
NEVER SHONE OUT AS SOMEONE SPECIAL ALWAYS HATED REPORT DAYS AS THEY WOULD ALWAYS SAY COULD DO BETTER WHICH NEVER WENT DOWN WELL WITH MUM & DAD
HAD FRIENDS BUT NOT BEST FRIENDS
PLAYED A LOT WITH MY COUSINS ON MY DADS SIDE OF FAMILY
MY COUSINS WERE A STRANGE BUNCH
GRAHAM WAS THE YOUNGEST JUST 2 MONTHS YOUNGER THAN ME HE WAS THE BABY OF THE FAMILY UNTIL HIS SISTER HAD A BABY AND GRAHAMS MUM ADOPTED HER HE LOST THE ATTENTION AND NEVER GOT ON WITH HIS NIECE WHOM HE HAD TO CALL HIS SISTER BECAUSE THEY DIDN’T TELL CAROL WHO HER REAL MOTHER WAS
AFTER THIS HE WAS ALWAYS DOING SOMETHING WRONG OR BAD & I WOULD FOLLOW ALONG FOR THE RIDE GETTING INTO TROUBLE AS WELL
IN THE EARLY DAYS NOTHING TOO SERIOUS LATER ON MUCH MORE SERIOUS
STUART WAS 18 MONTH OLDER THAN ME HE WAS VERY SLY AND CUNNING HE WOULD USE YOU FOR WHAT HE COULD THEN DROP YOU UNTIL THE NEXT TIME HE NEEDED SOMETHING
WE MOVE HOUSE WHEN I WAS 8 YRS OLD AND IT FELT OK BECAUSE I ALREADY KNEW PEOPLE FROM SCHOOL SO I SEEMED TO SETTLE DOWN QUITE WELL MADE NEW FRIENDS BUT NOT BEST FRIENDS STILL FELT ON THE OUTSIDE MAY BE BECAUSE OF MY PARENTS NOT LETTING ME STAY OUT AS LONG AS OTHERS
OR WE AS A FAMILY NOT PARTICIPATING WITH THE NEIGHBOURS
IE HOLIDAYS, PARTIES
THIS WAS ALSO THE TIME I GOT SCARED
I WAS AT A BONFIRE AND WAS KICKED IN THE BACK OF THE KNEE AND DUE TO BEING TOLD ABOUT A FRIEND OF THE FAMILY WHO HAD THE SAME HAPPEN TO HIM AND HAD NOTHING BUT TROUBLE FROM IT WHICH SPOILT MY XMAS AS MY KNEE BEGAN TO HURT AND I ASSUMED THE SAME WAS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME AND I DIDN’T TELL ANY ONE TOO SCARED ALL THROUGH SCHOOL LIFE PROTECTED MY SELF FROM HARM
THEN AT AGE 12 MY PARENTS STARTED TO ARGUE A LOT THEN THEY GOT SEPARATED AND DAD MOVED OUT TO HIS MOTHERS
WE GOT TOLD ONLY MOTHERS SIDE AND MOTHERS VERSION OF EVENTS OF ALL THE BAD THINGS MY FATHER DID
THEN WE WERE INTRODUCED TO MOTHERS FRIEND CYRIL THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I KNEW ABOUT MOTHER AND OTHER MEN AND BOY DID THE SPARKS FLY WHEN DAD FOUND OUT BUT MOTHER USED THIS AS MORE AMMUNITION AGAINST DAD AND HE DIDN’T HELP HIS CAUSE ANY BY ATTACKING HER
I JUST NEVER FELT LIKE I HAVE ANYTHING I COMMON WITH MY DAD
BUT THEN I WAS GOING TO TONG UPPER SCHOOL AND FELT OUT OF MY DEPTH AND
OUT OF PLACE
PLUS THIS IS THE TIME OF CONTINUING FIGHTING AT HOME BETWEEN MUM & DAD CYRIL STILL ON SCENE CAUSING SOME OF THE FIGHTS
THEN MUM & DAD GET BACK TOGETHER FOR XMAS WHICH WAS MISERABLE FOR ALL CONCERNED FIGHTING AND ARGUING ALL THE TIME WE FOUND OUT LATER MUM WAS STILL SEEING CYRIL THEN DAD MOVED OUT AGAIN AND MUM TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE AND ENDED UP IN HOSPITAL DIDN’T KNOW UNTIL LONG AFTER
THEN WHEN DAD WAS AT WORK ONE NIGHT MUM COME INTO THE FRONT ROOM WHERE ME & SIS WERE WATCHING TV AND SAID SHE WOULD ALWAYS LOVE US AND WAS JUST GOING TO SEE A FRIEND
VERY BRIEF FAMILY HISTORY
FOR MICHAEL LLEWELLYN
A COUPLE OF HOURS LATER DAD TURNED UP AND TOLD US SHE HAD LEFT US AND GONE TO LIVE WITH CYRIL TALK ABOUT SURPRISE WE WERE NUMB DAD AND HIS MUM LOOKED AFTER US AND DIDN’T STOP US
FROM SEEING MUM AND IT WAS STILL DAD’S FAULT LIFE WAS GOOD AFTER A WHILE WHEN THINGS CALMED DOWN
I FACT IT WAS VERY GOOD AS WHEN DAD WAS WORKING AT NIGHTS I WAS IN CHARGE AND I GOT TO SMOKE AND STAY UP VERY LATE IT WAS OKAY
THIS IS ALSO THE TIME I FOUND OUT ABOUT GRAHAM
BEFORE HE HAD NEVER BEEN NASTY BUT HE TURNED NASTY STARTING FIGHTS STEALING MONEY FROM HIS FAMILY.
Approximate Word count = 2578
Approximate Pages = 10.3
(250 words per page double spaced)
|
|
|
|
|
|