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It was a GREAT week, I love the lord with all my heart, Honestly the thing I need to work on is making him first,daily, so many things can take your time and I want god to be first in my life, when I go to heaven I really want him to be "proud" i suppose u could say, i dont want to disappoint him, since i've been a freshman in hs, i have been totally onfire inlove with god, until last year, something terrible happen and my faith was tested, and i failed for a few months, i still loved and believed in god, but i wasnt the same, i wouldnt wake up every morning with a smile on my face b/c i believe i had everything great, salvation,a family, a home, a best friend, but than when something terrible happens BECAUSE your a christian, usually thats a big test i guess, i didnt wake up happy, i wasnt good to my family, my high moral standard fell, not dramsticlly, i been ive never done drugs,sex,or drinking, but i could still start to act differently and thats b/c my heart wasnt in the right place, but most importantly i got back on track with god a few months ago, and last week was really nice, i have ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS had a passion for god and ALWAYS ALWAYS wanted to be AROUND OTHER CHRISTIans, i NEVER was, my entire school doesnt believe in god, i swear everyone knows "shes that christian whos a jesus freak" but im not ashamed of course, im just saying its been hard, i treid to share the word of god-in all the wrong ways i guess, i scared ffriends away,family away, finally my family has excepted that i am a christian and that will never change, my mom was calthoic/unbeliever, she had the worst life so at times she wouldnt believe in god, so everything has been really screwy in my life, im so glad i had god thru it all, ever since i was lil i sumhow knew there was a god, like he was always holding my hand thru an abusive father til now, and im soo thankful i always had an idea who god was or else id be a reck right now, if id even be here right now,eh,lol, but laraine (the blonde chic0 my best friend, has been an ecouragemnt to me, shes my only REAL christian firend, sure i have some frends that protest their christian than dont live the walk of christ, but im so glad i got to go to seneca hills i always wondered if there WAS anyone like me and laraine who really LOVED god!!!
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