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... I can make you look like that. ... Run, skate, sleep, swim, ANYTHING but eat. ... You hide from your friends when they want to go out to eat. ... When dinner time comes and your mom yells “I made your favorite! ...
But what do you do when you stay the night at your friend’s house and they know everything that you ate, or well that you DIDN’T eat? ... you do ANYTHING you can to not eat. When they’re fixing themselves a sandwich you pick at the lettuce and eat a tiny bit of that or maybe a tomato. Meanwhile in your head your slapping yourself in the face thinking this is going straight to that flab of a stomach I have. ... Then come out, and when she offers you to make yourself one lay on the couch and say you’re to lazy and not really too hungry anyway cause of a big meal you ate that night before you came over.
You’re going to show those stupid people who laughed at you all that time, how beautiful you are! ... They tell me I am skinny, too skinny as a matter of fact everyday, even before Ana saved me. ... I only ate one slice of bread today!” You run to her and tell her, “I turned down pizza and Chinese food! ... I only ate a bit of an egg”! ...
That pizza, soda, and cookie you used to eat everyday at school became just a cookie. ...
Everything is going great, that size 5 is slowly slipping off your hips. ... He tells you lets eat lunch together. ...
On your first date, he takes you out to eat. ... And he looks at you so weird but you just smile and eat. Eat. ... But you eat more. For him, you eat more.
He doesn’t realize there is anything serious to how little you eat. ...
You don’t forget though, your dream, your going to be that super model. ... Because when you’re both lying there, in bed, naked together. ... “I’m BACK! ... And your not alone anymore. ... Not like you were really listening, you were just staring at them, putting your face on their necks. ... When you do eat you want to beat yourself in the face.
Approximate Word count = 1836
Approximate Pages = 7.3
(250 words per page double spaced)
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