journal
its been a long time!! hmm what all has happened. A LOT. too much to catch up on. im here bored out of my mind supposed to be out tonight wiht brady but no . . . my nose is being difficult. ITS BEEN BLEEDING OFF AND ON HERE FOR ABOUT AND HOUR. Grrr. soo hmm lots to catch up on. Well friday was purple and gold for basketball. Well me and seth broke up. man it was sad. i cryed a lot. i didnt think it would be that hard. i do think its a good thing. i found my self being pulled down with such a specific realtionship. i needed some space. so get some. i miss him a lot and i still love him. but i think this is kinda a good thing. soo i was supposed to go with brady that night but i didnt want colee staying home by her slef espicially after her and kael and that heartbreak. soo me and sterling went home with colee and i didnt end up doing anything with brady. we all ended up going over to my dads house. that night i went to tawnas suprise birthday party. oo man it was soo much fun. i loved it. it was a lot of fun. then sunday came along and i slept becuse i didnt feel good.and then monday i dindt feel good. then today i felt better but at school i got a bloody nose and got blood everywhere. and sicne i have been having them all night. grrr. and i really wanted to hang out with brady. but we promised no matter what tomorrow we will hang out. soo xanga i have finialy posted but i want ot rihgt more. i think taylor no longer likes me. she is too confusing. she acts nice and sometimes she sat=ys some hateful things. i think sterling is mad at me becuse she thinks i have been telling brady shit that i havent. amber no longer really tlaks to me. i thinki have gotten over the fact thast we really arnt friends. she acts like im not really anyone to her at school. umm i reallly dunno what else to say. i love antonella. she is the best in the world.HMMM theres really nothing to say. my life isnt that intresting. my nose it cold. its always cold. MmmM. i feel stupid this is like a friday night and i have nothing to do.