My book essay of us
...o me. ive cryed my bloody red heart out for a month now and all your doing to me is blaming me, shaming me, and putting me off. the other day, i told jennifer that i would never talk to her again if she wanted, and i would never call her again, and i would leave her alone. shes chose and chooses to talk to me. and today, i asked her if she wanted me to come over or not and she said that she WANTED me to come over. i made her say that she was sure she wanted me to come over before i did anything. she gladly greeted me and we even kissed. i dont know what shes told you, but its wrong. on the phone a second ago, she even said she lied to you so she wouldnt be in trouble. everything your hearing about me is a lie. i know im not perfect, and i know that what im about to say is going to cut right back into my throat, but i think you should take a christians point of view and stop blaming and hating me if you dont know the facts. as far as im concerned, ive dont really nothing wrong and jennifer lies and makes it look like i hurt her so badly. the reason she cries on the phone is not because i hurt her by talking bad to her or threatening her or saying anything wrong. its because she hears me cry and realizes how much shes hurt me. thats what makes her cry. it doesnt make sense that you can like me and trust me for a year and then take one little thing or things that are lies, and shove me in a hole for it. you should call and talk to me.Im just a kid, just a 15 year old kid wanting you back. Take my life, my screwed up life, my unloving father, my broken friends, my dead dog, my smoking mom, my bad grades, and my running girlfriend and add it all up. You can get my hate, my defeat, and my desparation for you. I need you to help me get through my hard times and life, only by going ou...