god and yellow
...he seemed drained, with no energy, on the verge of tears. She told me that she took 6, 800 mil. of IB prufen today. I made a “you should be dead comment” and she shrugged like she wouldn’t care. If I knew she wouldn’t kill herself purposely, I would be worried. In my opinion, she’s being hypocritical by saying “Don’t cut yourself” and then taking a shit load of meds. Seeing K and A and B, makes me not want a relationship. A liked this guy a lot, he moved away. Now she likes An, and they have been getting really close. He likes her. And recently we all found out he’s going to move at the end of the month. And A is REALLY sad about it. And B is really sad cause she never sees Se. I like Cs, but he lives an hour away. And I don’t want to deal with breaking up. I’m already really attached to him. But I feel my self not liking him more and more as the da...