sorry I dont have an essay, but I am going to write one for u soon
...nīt lived before.Can you believe that I am even not allowed to work (part time job in my College term time?I wish I could, because i want to run away and enjoy my life.i Have to work .I want to live ,i want a live i want to be happy i want to die with a smile in my face .I donīt want to worry about my body anymore.I want to laugh when I feel like it ,I want my mother and father to be alive again, I want a good rellasionship with my sister,ībut somehow I know all that is not going to happen I am always going to be alone in my little corner behind thick cold walls I am going to die with cold and blistering frost on my lips and my eyes will still be open because they can not rest.My live changed when I was only sixteen I do not know if it was for the best. I lived with about one hundred childreen in a home for kids who lost theyr dear parents.I used drugs to keep me calm and screamed on open stre...