love is free
... tried to help us they found out that he was bored and that he dosent like things to be routine and that he didn’t want me because I wasn’t free like how I once was. He said he could wait but wat happened he got bored he was by himself and started to think that this isn’t what I want this isn’t what I need I cant take this yes I do love her but shes not what I look for it was all my fault and I didn’t know how to help if I never got into trouble we would be fine and this never would have happened so bob and cathy said he was being selfish and that its about him and they were right nothing he said was about me it was because of him and what he wanted, not how I felt or how I new things would be so we went outside and we talked for awhile and and he said you know what I am going to say and I was like yea then say it he looked at me and said would you let me have another chance I am sorry for putting you threw this today and I was crying but I could listen and I said yes I do but he goes I don’t kiss on the first date and I was like oh this is a first date and he said no this is the first day of the rest of are lifes together. I love him I do and that will never change it wont and I am happy because I prayed so much and I got wat I wanted and that’s the only thing that I wanted I just pray nothing happens like this again but I am so hurt and tired but this is what I want I want Corey I love him but pain from everything else is just so uplifting that it confuses me but I always remember that Corey is there for me and that I love him and that’s just the way it is. Please god I thank you so much for everything you have given me and taken away but I thank you for Corey I do he means so much to me he does and I just love you for it I love you for everything. So then we went to the movies and we saw meet the fockers. It was ok not that great but I was with corey so it was a fine movie. We have a lot of plans for the future moving to Virginia getting an apartment going to school getting a house getting married having kids, I love him so much and that is what love is when you love a person no matter what, I commited my life to him when I asked him out and I new what I was getting into but I never new I ...