sonnet 146
... be cruel and mean because my face looks sharp. I agree with that opinion. If I become one of my acquaintance, even I will distrust my appearance. But, Is it my own things? Are the others don't try to use their face to deceive? You may heard about Janus's face at least a time. Janus, God who has double face, it represent person who has dual personality. When we say about something that has both-side, we called that thing to 'Janus-faced'. I believe that almost people are Janus-faced. We often deceive other person by our emotion. When we adopt in society, having smiled face is one of good factor to succeed. And tears help women to use men. We make our emotion by force, when it think to be necessary. In school, company, and house, we deceive people by face, when we have dark-side in our mind. It is true! And no other person can deny this fact in my opinion. But it is also true that we can't deceive by face all the time . It is very tired. Because being double-faced means that we can't do anything at our pleasure. If one person always have to deceive people, his life will boring and stuffy. So every people find resting place where they can express their own 'Real-face'. This resting place different from person to person. For one, It can be a home. For another, It can be friends. and the other, it can be his/hers lover. And for religionist, it can be God. And also it can be learning, music, and so on. In a word, Because people use thier face to adopt in society, they stressed by that. So people find resting place, that can refer to interesting subject of their life. to relax. This writing seem to confused. But reasons that I talked incoherently is all about that I want to write about my agony. In my life, like my face, there is only untruth in it. When I was young, I used to be smart boy and kind person. I smiled at people with swearword in my mind. I'm the typical person who has double-individual. As I wrote above, 'It is very tired. Because being double-faced means that we ca...