Love Life?
...and talked about how it look liked it was filmed in Hollywood studios and how generic it looked. And took a nap. After we woke up it was time to walk her home it’s a cloud and star filled night with a gentle breeze couldn’t have been a better night out it is the night dreams where made of as we walked down the moon lit street hand and hand I was just lost in the moment I have never been happier I was speechless just enjoying the moment. We approached her house and I walked up the 7 steps to her door I said good night and kissed her hand softly and watched her go in. When I mad my way back from her house I had the biggest smile on my face I felt I made up for the horrible movie we watched together. For the rest of my walk home I couldn’t get her out of my head I want home and I went to my bed with a smile on my face. As I lay there I couldn’t think about anything else but her and I couldn’t stop I didn’t want to stop why would I so I got up and wrote a poem about her called Perfect Girl The pain the hunger I go through is all for you You make me you break me to bend me to your will I see you only you when I shut my eyes And dream a dream a lovers dream Your scent Your voice Your taste Is all I long for to hold you in my arms and tell you I love you I sleep and dream only of you but I can’t touch smell or taste So it seems like a nightmare so as I lie in my slumber I see the perfect girl my dream girl That girl is…. You after I got done writing I put my head to my pillow and my big stuffed pig Abnor and cuddled with it and pretended that it was her as I fell asleep I thought to my self I cant wait till morning where I get to see her again. And when morning arose see her I did. My love life is like a bottle rocket. It’s fun for a few seconds and then it just comes to an abrupt end. For example I met a girl in 8th grade. She has a great personality and I asked her out for a date in 10th grade. The bottle rocket was lit but then it fizzled because I found out that she's a lesbian. But I'm the only man she likes. My love life continues to still remain like a bottle rocket because my relationships, if you even call them that, only seem to last a couple weeks to a month due to objects of my affection being lesbians or bisexuals. I have only had 2 heterosexual girlfriends in my whole life. One of these relationships lasted a whole year and the other lasted only a month. When I was with her for the twelve months, I was in a state of nirvana, euphoria even. I didn’t want to stay away from her ever, but the BOOM! It took a while to get the bottle rocket lit. Unfortunately, the rocket wasn’t mine but it was hers that went off. Next, the one relationship that lasted for a month was with a senior lady and I really did like her but I didn’t want to get too attached since she’s a senior. She’s about to go to college and I would not be able to see her very often. Since this was after my yearlong relationship, I didn’t want to get hurt again. Even though I just didn’t want to get hurt again, I felt, as it was a selfish action. Maybe the reason I don’t have a love life is well I'm neither the best-looking guy around nor the most fit. So I’m thinking people, and mainly women, shouldn’t judge a book by its cover, but this strategy seems to go right out the window. “Someone should really close that thing.” Either way I’m not too worried about it. Having a girl friend is just one of those nice things to have, I guess. But sometimes, they seem like a must have. Well I’m pretty sure that I could get some material things that could help me find a new girlfriend. Getting a car would help. Girls seem drawn to cool cars. A chick magnet. Then, after awhile of working out and losing a lot of weight would play a huge roll for improving the outside of the book. And, I guess and I do need those traits hmmmm women say they like. Confidence is one of these traits. The only thing I have confidence in is my muffins and my ability to play video games. That’s about it. Also I am a big big dork so that could probably play a role in any relationship. But the thing is if she doesn’t want me for who I am; well then she’s missing out. But the women I’m looking for I don’t want to be with her just for sex. Heh I guess you can call me a hopeless romantic looking for love i...