What I Fear
...l your own, save for me. Too much pressure. Night school, on top of regular school. Arguments I wish I could take back. I was never really mad at you, just frustrated at times. I’m sorry I didn’t stick with you when we got back from Korea. I was tired, physically drained. We both were. I regret not getting help for you, for us. I regret not taking time off to sort things out. I regret losing my patience with you. That could explain a lot of our problems. It wasn’t always you. I know that now. You make me feel incredible at times. You make me feel like I am invincible. I want you to feel the same way. I don’t think I do that for you. You get so unhappy with me. I’m not giving you what you need. Yes, you love me but I think because you admire me so much. You hold me in such high esteem. I have a lot to live up to. I miss you so much. I want you to be a part of my life. Not just a friend. I want you to be my buddy, my confidant, my lover, my...